i always forget that auckland’s sitting on a bunch o’ volcanoes till i climb one.
so because i’m basically trapped here i’ve decided i’m just gonna have to play living in this city like it’s a game, where not-hating-it means i’m winning. in getting my shit together and working and working and working i feel like i’ve climbed a tree and i don’t know how to get down and i’m stuck and scared and not very comfortable. and what i don’t wanna be in this tree, what if i wanna be in that tree over there? but maybe i just make my home in the tree for a bit, i don’t know.